[tempelhof
in the
]
i've
been an
agnostic
my entire life,
devoting myself more to
technology and science than
thoughts about the
possibility of an
intelligent design of the world,
even though I always wondered why
anything exists at all.[2]
the biblical creation story,
in any case,
always seemed
(unfortunately)
illogical to
me.
until
february 22nd,
a. d. 2025,
when hate and cruelty of
(a) cowardly,
misogynistic and somewhat
occult/esotheric
group(s) of (ultra-)nazi terrorists
from the shadows[3],
most notably an
egomaniacal
necro-/paraphile sociopath with a
penchant for torture,
and his cynical pedo-sadistic
"sidekick",
let me
(in a sense of a compelling proof)
see god,
who appeared to me
as a woman however,
placing the creation story in a
somewhat different light from my
perspective.
and suddenly all the details of
this
true story here make everyting
logical
(to me)
and therefore
way more acceptable in a sense that
i know, SHE
IS
(always was and will ever
be).
a small religious reference
from a newcomer, of things i wasn't fond
(or not too interested)
of as well as own[4] thoughts
regarding faith
(as wip
and stc)
but 1st of
all:
everything here is just
my
two cents or a
description of very
fresh
experiences.
imho
and regardless if simon petrus,
1st bishop of the early
christians in rome,
basti bürgergeld of
reinickendorf in berlin or any
girl/woman in the world: no one ever shall tell thou what
to believe,
to think,
to know[5],
to do nor
to let
be[6].
she gave you everything you'll ever need.
should you wish for an advice one day,
just ask your
mother(s)
in direct line
with eve,
created by
(and probably having a lot
of)
HER⚠️ct[7]
the holy ghost appears
(to me) as a woman and mother,
not only to pour the story of creation
with sense
(for me),
but to show me that
where there is aesthetics,
"evil" can hardly
be.
furthermore,
the determining and
causative
"gender" is
female[8],
eve
is not made from a rib of a man,
imho
it's almost the other way
round:
the most "original bible"
writes עלצ
(zela)
in hebrew,
which can mean rib,
but also side.
the "first" human being is called adam,
"in the original hebrew of genesis,
אָדָם
(Āḏām).
it is believed that the word is
connected to
אדמה
(adamah, meaning "earth"),
soil from whence God
created adam as
described in
genesis II."[9]
i am d'accord with the idea,
that this first human being had
no gender at all[10]
why should it?
on a metalevel,
it doesn't make sense
(on the very 1st
step).
only on a 2nd step,
there's one "side" taken from that
first human being,
to forge/shape the woman,
which is then defining the
other side(s) on a
3rd step:
«eve» in hebrew is
חווה
(Ḥawwāh)
and is most commonly
believed
to mean "living one" or
"source of life"[11]
from the root
חיה
(ḥāyâ),
eng. "to live",
from the semitic root ḥyw,
arabic حياة.[12]
biology also
reflects this idea:
the 24th chromosome of the
male human
(#TODO mammals at
all?)
is euphemistically
called the y
chromosome,
although there's more than
just missing one leg.
it's actually severely
degenerated [note:
something i cleary recon in
my daily life
😏][13]
and will likely
morphe/seperated
out over the next few million
years.[14]
there is but one
god[dess],
creating you in her own
image[15].
HER name is
«יהוה»[16],
SHE said it a
lot of times,
exodus
20:2 and the famous 1st
commandment from
exodus
20:3:
meaning:
"And God said to Moses,
«Ehyeh-Asher-Ehyeh,» [note:
"modern" bibles translate this
as
«i am
what i
am»]
continuing,
«Thus shall you say
to the Israelites,
Ehyeh
sent me to
you.»”
meaning "i
am",
what doesn't make any
sense,
but could have very
well been a term,
moses
pretty sure would have
expected,
when asking God for its
name:
«EHYeH» ⟶
«YaHWeH».
maybe he just
misunderstood,
under stress,
hunger,
fatigue,
when
finding
its/HER "word" is
difficult
enough,
to say the
least? [note:
but i have to admit,
i kinda love moses for
such a slapstick
moment
😂]
and i am pretty sure now,
"HER" name means
«the
zealous
one»
(dt.: „die
eifrige”),
gets translated by modern
english bibles with
«for you shall not worship
any other god,
for the LORD
[note:
it is written
«YHWH»],
whose name is jealous,
is a jealous
god.
or:
whose name means
«zeal»,
a zealous
god,
deriving from the
arabic root h.w.y
(هوى),
and the word hawaya
(هوايا),
which means
"love,
affection,
passion,
desire.”[18]
HER color seems to be golden
light?
indicating
HER presence
or that singularity
of a local spatio-temporal
accumulation of
(a vanishingly small?)
part of her
ego/entity?[19]
