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first one thinks "they" are kid­ding, only to learn that some com­plete­ly de­gen­er­at­ed crea­tures, morally bank­rupt but with­out ever de­liv­er­ing proof of their own ex­is­tence are able to trash ones life, only to witness "them" van­ish­ing at a small church in madrid, españa, in front of that small box writ­ten "spiritus sancti" on it.

per­son­al:

  • i am (at least par­tial­ly) still under ex­ter­nal con­trol (mind and body)dec 30th
  • one of "these crea­tures", who calls him­self (the) „fischer”, is a vocal ha­rass­er since jan, 2021, and told me in 2024 that he would have made me king, would i have been obe­di­ent to him: ”king of the fisher”
  • he hal­lowed me (as a hugen­dubel) and in­tro­duced him­self as ruler of the hugen­du­bel
  • super-natural(?) tools let these dark crea­tures enter my mind, cap­ture every thought i have (incl. "pre"-thoughts from a kind of prob­a­bil­i­ty cloud?) and let them try to in­duce new thoughts
  • every­thing mediate (not just com­mu­ni­ca­tions) is best de­script­ed as com­plete­ly "chaot­ic" in the most hos­tile way pos­si­ble
  • "feed­back" gets inter­cepted. to­gether with them "be­ing" my voice(s) and ears, it is im­pos­si­ble to in­ter­change
  • which seems to be im­por­tant, since i think, that the voice tell­ing me that abuse is im­pos­si­ble, was abused it­self and since they inter­act on my be­half, i hold it pos­si­ble that them (as me) harass other peo­ple (some­times every smallest move (e. g. the blink of an eye) seems to pro­voke acous­tic re­ac­tions by every­one (but most­ly women?) sur­round­ing me
  • they can put hor­mones di­rectl­y in­to my brain and delete short- and mid­dle-term mem­o­ry, which makes im­por­tant doc­u­men­ta­tion al­most im­pos­si­ble
  • one of the crea­tures re­acts to a pos­si­ble ob­jec­tion of mine re­gard­ing one of the count­less im­pos­si­bil­i­ties he does any­way, that he does­n't care what i will(!) say, be­cause he can do every­thing, no mat­ter what. in other words: to me he is omni­potent regard­ing me with­in the uni­verse "we" are (what does that mean, when he is one of those want­ing me dead in the cru­elest, most hurt­ful and longest last­ing way pos­si­ble?)
  • he is the one hold­ing a com­pre­hen­sive mon­i­tor­ing of my body (and the "di­vine" sur­round­ing?), has a kind of radar and tools to lo­cate me and seems to "see" (at least parts of) my fu­ture
  • they claim to have copy-past­ed parts of my home uni­verse
  • at least one of them is able to tor­ture me re­mote­ly (and does it al­most every day since he seems to think that i got bap­tized) and tries to kill me on a reg­u­lar ba­sis (last at­tempt dec 18th)

notes from the log

the story a fisher (and his fel­lows) tell(s): around every few hun­dred years a male saint aris­es and short­ly after that, thouse­nds of sin­ners, which doesn't need to be hu­mans or even be of this uni­verse, use him as a gar­bage dump for all their sins, which is made pos­si­ble be­cause of some halo and/or a signa­ture? of this per­son.⚠claim
on their way they de­stroy his repu­ta­tion on earth as well as every so­cial bond­ing, his health, his for­tune and every­thing else.⚠sgstn?
[]🇩🇪🇦🇹🇨🇭 gibt es bei all der mit­tel­ba­ren „kom­mu­ni­ka­tion” ei­ne(?) wei­te­re (ge­stack­te?) ebe­ne?, die sämt­li­che pro­ta­go­nis­ten mit­tels recht per­fek­ter ki?-pro­fi­le in ex­tre­me aus­ar­ten lässt und die ent­spre­chen­den ech­ten (le­ben­den und füh­len­den en­ti­tä­ten) ab­sicht­lich ge­gen­ein­an­der fährt? an­ders sind so­wohl die stim­mungs- und per­sön­lich­keits­schwan­kun­gen ei­gent­lich nicht er­klähr­lich, als auch die über­rascht­heit der pro­ta­go­nis­ten über un­ter­stel­lun­gen sei­tens an­de­rer. mög­li­cher­wei­se ist dort die oft wahr­nehm­ba­re pro­fes­sio­na­li­tät zu su­chen, mglw. kenn­zei­chnet der satz „ich darf nicht da­rü­ber re­den.” auch ei­nen kon­text­wech­sel und mein „al­le wis­sen al­les, ich weiß nichts!” gilt lei­der für al­le?
[]🇩🇪🇦🇹🇨🇭 (min­des­tens) zwei täter ver­su­chten den ein­satz von „blitz­hyp­no­se” zu sug­ge­rie­ren, um da­mit auf (sämt­li­che⚠sgstn?) men­schen ein­wir­ken zu kön­nen, be­son­ders je­doch auf jene, bei de­nen zu­vor auf­wän­dig „trig­ger­punkte” im ge­hirn „ge­setzt wur­den”?⚠behpt. wo­bei sie vor an­gehöhri­gen der straf­ver­fol­gung nicht stop­pen. im ge­gen­teil schien mir die­se schon vorgeführt worden zu sein. ich frage mich, ob so­et­was mög­licher­wei­se doch funk­tio­niert. ich hielt es näm­lich für so ab­we­gig, dass ich es ein­fach nie ernst nahm. eigen­tüm­li­cher­wei­se wäre es das one-trick-pony und der grund da­füer, dass die­se leu­te im­mer wie­der „da­von zu kom­men schei­nen„.
[anm. nov. 2025: viel dürf­te „ins­ze­nie­rung” sein, um mit der ohn­macht ihrer opfer „zu spie­len”.]
man hät­te ei­gent­lich kei­nen grund, so­et­was zu glau­ben. was mich nach­denk­lich macht, ist dass
  1. sehr vie­le woh­nun­gen ab­ge­hört zu wer­den schei­nen, was eben­so ab­we­gig ist, und trotz­dem rea­gie­ren die ab­hören­den in­di­vi­duen teils be­wusst (oft nur zu de­mons­tra­ti­ven zwecken) auf kleins­te ge­räu­sche ihrer opfer,
  2. zum an­de­ren aber eben auch be­schallt. und das schein­bar auf zweier­lei wei­se: * auf­fäl­lig mit ei­ner art akus­ti­scher folter, * un­auf­fäl­lig mit­tels un­ter­schwel­li­ger sug­ges­tion(?)[^sflg], da­mit mög­lich­keit lang­an­dauern­der hyp­no­se und nlp[^nlp]
  3. was wä­re, hät­te man alle zeit der welt (und wä­re per­fi­de genug) und
  4. wür­de di­rekt in den schlaf­zim­mern (ne­ben al­len an­de­ren zim­mern) sei­ner opfer „ope­rie­ren”?
stuss­empfeh­lung: pan­zer­tape. ei­ner der tä­ter[^flx] be­haup­tet, tech­ni­ken ent­wickelt zu ha­ben, sein ei­ge­nes ge­hirn vor sei­ner ver­ba­len „pro­duk­tion” schützen zu kön­nen.
[anm. aus aug. 2025: das scheint nicht so gut funk­tio­niert zu ha­ben.]
[]🇩🇪🇦🇹🇨🇭 an­gebl. ist ein gerät aus einem an­de­ren uni­ver­sum „im­por­tiert” wor­den, das lo­ka­le gra­vi­ta­tions­wir­kung ma­ni­pu­lie­ren/auf­he­ben kann .. (was m. m. n. hier nicht geht) und da­mit z. b. auch in der la­ge ist, be­ste­hen­de ge­bäu­de zu ver­setzen?⚠sgstn?[^wrngsgstn]
und men­schen zu fol­tern, mit ei­ner em­pfind­lich­keit für irgend­wel­che gra­vi­ta­tions­wir­kun­gen?⚠sgstn?[^wrngsgstn] wel­che sol­len das sein?! ihre wir­kung scheint mich aus­ein­an­der­zu­reißen. 😕
[ i heared one of them (felix[^flx]) count­ing "points" in some kind of a an eval­u­a­tion, they scored a solid 0 points? the 9-year-old samira[^samira] seemed to play too, scor­ing bet­ter, win­ning some kind of an ac­count of some­thing, but they stole the ac­cess to it from her[^samira] room.
did She/God let a moral­ly de­gen­er­at­ed and cruel pa­tri­archy per­form "minia­ture" (five years?) penance on me for its own mis­con­duct?⚠allegory?: they pen­e­trate the in­ner­most in hords of men, try­ing to de­ter­mine my thoughts, tell­ing me what to do and what to work, when to leave the house, whom to meet, when to mas­tur­bate and how, while child rapists try to teach me about women and sim­u­late the aroused. drunk sur­geon am­a­teurs "tune" my body on over­dos­es, to let me end up as a (male) pros­ti­tute? prop­er­ty of some crack­brained dude?
[note: prepar­ing me to be with the kind? human beings in the end? :heart_eyes:]
[ with ghosts/de­mons es­cap­ing (or hacked) in­to re­al­i­ty to do de­mon stuff for real, with the help of some hun­dred (misog­y­nis­tic)[^msgn] hu­mans and of ex­tra-uni­ver­sal hack­er crews? e. g. kill­ing dozens of saints to es­ca­v­ate them and use it to crush all me­di­ate com­mu­ni­ca­tion and body sen­so­ry? they take over my mo­torics and tor­ture me (al­most) all day. my head sounds like a bon­fire while some de­mons poke around in my brain to ma­nip­u­late space-time and lay sur­geons "tune" my body with zysts and tu­mors?
can we please stop this? it's al­most five years now. i got the idea.